My only wish is that my in-laws accept me for who I am and give me the opportunity to prove to them I am worthy of taking care of my family. I want to publicly apologize for everywhere and everyone I have failed thus far. I admit i made mistakes and have neglected to meet my requirements as a husband,provider,father,role model,leader, etc.....
Maybe I deserve how I am treated by those who doubt me....because yes I have failed.....It isn't my goal to prove anything to anyone...i know what I'm capable of and what I can do....But it is my goal to show everyone that I can provide for my family and take care of my wife w/o my parents help which I am greatful for and forever in their debt...because they don't have to help us...but yet they choose to be behind me even though I have failed numerous times....i am my biggest critic..i don't need anyone's help yo tell me what I have to do to regain the lead and take my life by the horns to become the great "SUPER DAD" that I used to be...
And don't get it twisted with me being worried about what a hater has to say...because there never going anywhere...because I know the same ones who criticize me and put me down and talk behind my back..be the same ones checking my page everyday to see what s going on...im fed up with this whole JOSH GROVE situation and if you believe I'm worried about him or think he needs to be in my wifes life can kindly remove yourself from my page because that is disrespectful on so many levels I will catch him weather it's now or 4 years from now.....i still believe in loyalty where you may have not been taught that infidelity in a marriage is not acceptable. I don't care if you condone such foolishness...for one it teaches your kids that loyalty means nothing and you can't trust anyone who can't keep it real with the one person you gave vowles to be faithful to through thick and thin..because at the thinnest moments you need your spouse's support if nothing else through tough times...its easy to be around when things are easy...but when the worst days are upon you..and you have nobody is the hardest thing I ever had to endure....and don't ever have to go through that ever again. So if your planning another run at ending my marriage I don't want nothing to do with you...im sorry I'm not the best person...but I'm far from the worst..i want nothing more than success for my family and will not stop before I make it happen. knee length styled items to wear
RANT OVER!!!!!